| sleepless in the BC |
[Mar. 5th, 2006|10:38 pm] |
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i'm SOO tired. the finals will begin right after my birthday, DAMN! i haven't had a good night's sleep for days and i haven't took a bath because i'm still working on my LATE computer project. well it got late because my stupid computer had to choose the 'day before deadline' for it to crash.
i'm having a hard time correcting the grammar of my project partner (name witheld). ok so don't mind. i don't know what's with her but the stuff she typed are 80% incorrect so i have to start all over again. darn.
i hate it because instead of studying trigo (yuck) or whatever productive, i spent TIME on my fawken friendster profile. grr. i hate html and css because it always tempts me! anyway you might want to check my profile. --- > http://friendster.com/profiles/namelessface *grins*
yeaa my birthday will be ON in days time. MARCH 8TH baby! i really dread the day i swear i want to stick with being young. haay. but anywya, we HAVE to face things like these, dba? No matter how icky?? i don't think i'll be having a party too, cos of teh friggin exams. THIS JUST SUCKS bigtime! i'm xooo miserable. kill me!
p.s.
i look like a GIANT pimple! grrr. i have 2 very big ones the size of diamonds and a lot of tiny islands! |
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| spilled milk// |
[Feb. 23rd, 2006|09:39 pm] |
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| |  crazy | ] |
the title is not related to this entry! it's just that i am drinking milk currently, and it *kind of* spilled. :@) so today was pretty much chaotic. this morning two guys from the lower year had a bit of a brawl. and then this afternoon two guys from my batch were just joking around and before i knew it the bigger guy got furious and they fought and that's it.. (that was during PE btw.) FIGHTS. pfft. how very exciting.
i'm still so effin busy.
to do list. (for my own advantage, thanks)
1. scitech quiz (tomorrow)
2. yearbook fastfacts (to be processed and passed, tomorrow or next week)
3. PE dance (thursday next week-exam)
4. Health Exam
5. English Research Paper
6. Computer Term Paper
7. Filipino Play
did i forget anything? tell me!
</3
oh and PLUG! http://sneakersandslippers.blogspot.com. i'm luving you! |
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| hectic is my middle name// |
[Feb. 19th, 2006|01:48 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  gloomy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | doll's head - the late isabel | ] |
did our filipino project. classmate's house. chilled without a care. i don't know. but then i go home. i learned that i had a billion things to do. before tomorrow starts. and i haven't yet started. and now i need. an inspiration. i have to make. a short story for english. hut i don't know. what to write. i am suffering. from a terrible block.
omg//
and i think i am going to make a character sketch about ISABEL. (yes,. the late ISABEL. i know that name is fictional but authors who write fiction make a lot of money..)
namaste |
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| found my major! |
[Feb. 18th, 2006|05:37 pm] |
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| |  cold | ] |
i am going to major in...
Your Scholastic Strength Is Deep Thinking
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You aren't afraid to delve head first into a difficult subject, with mastery as your goal.
You are talented at adapting, motivating others, managing resources, and analyzing risk.
You should major in:
Philosophy
Music
Theology
Art
History
Foreign language
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and omg this one is TRUE. well.. at least, for me.
Men See You As Choosy
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Men notice you light years before you notice them
You take a selective approach to dating, and you can afford to be picky
You aren't looking for a quick flirt - but a memorable encounter
It may take men a while to ask you out, but it's worth the wait
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You Are a Fierce Femme
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You have a wild side, and you aren't afraid to bring it out when the time is right.
But you also know when to hang back and keep your "crazy chick" persona in check.
In fact, some of your friends may be surprised to find out how far you can take it...
You may look mild mannered, but it's all an act!
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| hey hey |
[Feb. 12th, 2006|11:02 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  sleepy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | the sound of leaves rustling | ] |
why is my page so gay???! *eeeek!*
anyway, yes i am still up because of this stupid research thing for last friday's physics field trip. sucks, doesn't it? i don't think that writing a paper each on ceneco, pldt, balay negrense, and the jalandoni house would appeal to anyone. :( pffft.
it's chilly in here. it has been this way for three consecutive days. still, i wish we had winter in this side of the world. i'd build the most doofus snowman in hoochy clothing *lolx* and make snowflake necklaces like i was insane.. i guess i am.
this morning i saw *that guy who looks like BLUE* again! omfg they look so alike! *cringes and dies*
ohhhh i can't wait to get my hands on COLLEGE! life HAS TO FUCKEN ROCK by then.
'til THEN.
i'm craving for cappuccino. help? |
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| WHUT has been going on// |
[Feb. 9th, 2006|10:31 pm] |
quite a lot if ask me.
as for now, well, i'm still up because my mother asked me to do something for her. oh well. i was absent this morning cos I WAS FREAKIN SICK. really. i didn't feel well, and yeah.. a bit unwell EMOTIONALLY too. i can't elaborate in here (too public) but it concerns PEOPLE CLOSE TO ME. grr. anyway i'll be in school tomorrow because we'll have our field trip and i HATE IT because i still have to guard! omfg how UNFORTUNATE!! booooo. so anyway, what happens happens. wish me luck for tomorrow!:) |
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| (no subject) |
[Jan. 5th, 2006|05:45 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  high | ] |
hey hey i am so high i can't put it down in words. school's back and all that shit so i just can't go malling like i always do and all. back to the books! and this time i have to strive and actually listen to my teacher, do my homework, take down notes and all the cheeznaz if i want to graduate! hard and omg-i-just-cnt-do-it bigtime but I HAVE TO TRY!
nuff about that.
well, i'm loving it because no bitch is getting on my nerves, at least not yet. i'm doing what i want to do and i'm free once again 9w/c i should really be). everything is up. i guess? maybe except when i think about college. my father is forcing me to take a course i don't like and he's actually assuming i like it and that i'm interested, w/c i'm not. i'd hate to upset him because he has BIG plans but what am i to do???! |
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| matey! what's the sitch?! |
[Dec. 28th, 2005|11:52 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  blank | ] |
i can not believe that i actually survived ONE WEEK w/o the net. miracle. not because i wanted to ( i'm not stupid), it's just that i had to. phone got busted. how very bull. SO christmas has gone and i'm still waiting for my favorite occassion - NEW YEAR! yay! i just love the whole deal. a lot of food, fireworks, fun, noise, staying up till morning. I LOVE NEW YEAR. i'm not a christmassy person. so just let me pass.
anyway, i can say that something freakishly *unexpected* happened. yes, about the dood again. i didn't know that i'd actually end up getting close with him and stuff again. been dropping hints. how should i know if i ought to believe?! i can never get convinced easily and i don't know what to do. my male bezbud told me to "give the guy a chance.." shit. for all i know, i lost EVERYTHING when he said THAT. oh and sorry for being too confusing. this is a public post^^ maybe next post. lolx.
ok so ciao merrymen. |
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| the usual rants |
[Dec. 11th, 2005|06:05 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  moody | ] |
| [ | music |
| | do you want to - franz ferdinand | ] |
HELLO hello! it's such a lovely day. well, not really lovely. it rained, i love the rain and no, nothing special happened. it's more like worry-free and i'm loving it! this morning i caught sight of myself in the mirror and OMG i was horrified with what i saw. under my eyes were two large almost-black bags that seemed to reach the middle of my face. my hair was a disaster, my skin breaking out, and this large Luzon on my forehead. this is the outcome of a week's past midnight / midnight / almost-midnight bedtime schedule! blame it all on the piles and piles of homeworks and projects given by our beloved (shite!) teachers. i am so dead! this friday we'll be having our chinese exam. haven't studied, haven't reviewed. i don't intend to, until friday i guess? seriously, when will i ever focus on my studies?! i'll be graduating this march and i still don't have a clue.
clue, wherever you may be..
PLEASE, come get me! |
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| near death experience |
[Dec. 4th, 2005|04:39 pm] |
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| | cranky | ] |
just kidding.
it's just that i want to go hit the mall! sooooooooo bad! i don't know what's causing this, i've been whining non-stop just because of that. ampff. maybe it's because Po is really teasing me that she'll be going to rob's and then maybe she'll bump into Pomsakorn Nimawan the great in there.. not that i care! oh piss, actually i do! darn it!! THEN they'll be home maybe tomorrow and i won't see the damn guy again! waaaaah! he's soooo cute!^^ *rolls over the floor* and i'm pretty much pissed because there are a lot of projects for school!
1- MATH : graphs
2- TRIGO : sin / cos functions + french curving with equations (the toughest shit)
3- HEALTH : articles on aids (piece of chicken)
what else did i miss? I'M DYING!!! |
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| hiatus goodbye! |
[Dec. 2nd, 2005|10:28 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | gloomy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | pretty vegas - inxs | ] |
OMF
i miss updating this tacky blog! i've been wanting to write for soo long. the problem is, i forgot the password and shit. i tried to retrieve it and i didn't find the confirmation e-mail shit in my inbox..
anyways, we watched volleyball men yesterday. thailand vs. phils. wtf. i don't support the phils, i'm sorry. it's just that i don't like it when they brag too much. it's nauseating believe me. flips should learn to be humble, with feet firm on the ground, and not to get their heads inflated whenever they win something or even just score.
wtf. thailand's #12 was just... WTF!? ask any girl who watched the game and for sure, they would've memorized his surname by now. #12, or Pomsakorn Nimawan is flaming!! *sighs* *rofl*
someone sent me someting mushy. *lol*
oh yes and i've seen the pics (our pics) already. batch//class//studio. fucken no comment! geeshness.
and inxs' pretty vegas is stuck on my head! JD is hotttttttt! and his voice is twice as much!!! |
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| the speaks?! |
[Nov. 5th, 2005|08:01 am] |
jolens and i went to this speaks gig. don't get me wrong, i am not a fan or anything.. i was just curious. better see them than cueshe right? (who had the same freakin gig the day before this). so we were at dunkin and they were about to start (like, 15mins??) when Paul MO (the killerbee DJ) motioned to us to come close, cos he was at the backstage dressing room. SO we went there and he let us go inside an take our pic with the band.. All because he thought jolens was THIS friend that he knew. (lafftrip, yeah).. I was feeling kinda sorry for the band BECAUSE people here just can't jam and jive! Makes me embarassed to admit that i do live in this place. I mean, come on, I knew they were singing "High" on the back of their heads but why can't they just let it out when the vox (don't even know his name)was telling the crowd to sing with him and stuff. KAKA.
The OTHER guitarist looked a bit like Constantine Maroulis! Hot damn.. People were weirded out by him because he was closing his eyes and headbanging while strumming the guitar. Kinda remains me of Kurt CObain! I guess he was alright because they were singin this song and he spinned his back over the floor with his guitar in hand. KEWL. The crowed was awed. HOW TYPICAL. MAYBE IT WAS THEIR FIRST TIME TO SEE SUCH?! Duh. They don't know Mick Jagger.. |
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| nocturnal. |
[Nov. 1st, 2005|12:02 am] |
stil awake chatting on YIM.
tried chatting on MIRC again but i'm so bored in there. a lot of GREEN people! sheesh.
watched LORD OF WAR at the movies...
average day, anyway. that's it.
and then i watched blue crush over at hbo and it makes me wanna try out surfing! awww. AMBISYOSA! hahah.
tomorrow we'll be going to teh cemetery. wuhooooot!
chikamaz with abi! |
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| too much candy.. |
[Oct. 31st, 2005|01:32 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  drunk | ] |
trick or treat this afternoon with my bruthas! FUN really! and i'm still awake! from eating too much candy, i guess? i still have half a bucket of candy in front of me.. ^^ listen..
still awake
doing nothing
thoughts of you
they haunt me
and the ghosts
are weary..
they can not scare me.
i know you're near
yet so far -- away
and drifting further..
each given day..
(i wonder about what i just wrote)
i mean, it just kind of flowed freely. don't even know what's it about.
anyway, i've been missing a hell lot of people! not ppl from school though, hehe. BASTA.. i'm so freaked out by this! :b haay. i just want to get away. and go to a place where i am new and they;ll be there each day..^^ |
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| amp. |
[Oct. 18th, 2005|11:34 am] |
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right now i'm at the comp. lab (computer class) and i am so pissed because everyone is asking me about css and about my friendster profile shit. it's OK but it gets tiring especially if the ones asking are so.. "uli-anon"! gahh. i can't explain it. and i hate this GUY because he's so immature! wtf is he playing at?! asa ka pa. KAPAL MO, TOL! WAG KA NANG UMASA DAHIL HINDI NAMAN KITA TYPE! WHHAHAHAH. ulol. |
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| here i go again! |
[Oct. 13th, 2005|04:42 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | annoyed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | under the bridge - RHCP | ] |
EXAM WEEK! (make it days.. 1,2,3.. from TODAY 'til saturday.) pfft!
i didn't study at alL! i only started studying last night and i actually fell asleep while reading my EKO book. then i woke up accidentally at about 3AM and started reading again then i fell asleep at 4, but before that i had my alarm closk ring for 5 AM because i had to study FIL.. but then 5Am came and i was still snoozing! i woke up at 6:30AM! WTF! So yeah, i DIDN'T get to study FIL! stupidity really rocks. :(
first exam this morning was ECONOMICS and i didn't get to finish reading the assigned pages plus the young leader (w/c is a newsletter for teh subject).. i don't know how the outcome is gonna be like! pffft!
next was FILIPINO! hot damn. the subject i DID NOT study for. i only had a light reading thing during recess. it was NOT THAT TOUGH but anyway.. :(
after lunch we had the MATH exam and i was expecting it to be a piece of cake (?) BUT no! mr. effin FRANKENSTEIN VILARINO had to ruin things! all that came out were LOGARITHMS and all that shit.. and it was JUST SOOOOOOOOOOO HARD! he didn;t even discuss a lot of the items there. luckily test 1 was TRUE or FALSE.. BUT THEN again, he made it right minus wrong! isn't he a GENIUS?! CURSE HIM!
now i have to go study TRIGO and PHYSICS. i won't study english anymore.. that'd be a waste of time since our teacher doesn't even open our english textbook anyway!
TRIG is a bit tough. i don't love the subject and i took my remedial test just yesterday so i guess i understand a bit now, thanks to kristin e. for the tutoring regardless of my stuborness!
i don't know how my PHYSICS exam will turn out to be. i HATE physics, especially problem solving. omg. I EFFIN HATE NUMBERS! i hope this is going to be less effin bull* than today's exams..
oh yeah, CHINESE on sat. as if i care! |
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| art of boredom-- |
[Oct. 5th, 2005|06:00 pm] |
can't even think straight nor can i still sleep for 9 hrs. (half-wishing!)
yes, the intrams maybe over but the projects aren't. and the exams are coming! (next week).
what to do? what to do???! i hate TRIG! i can never stand the subject because it just sucks:( sucks for me.
wtf is new?
practice starts *again* on monday (we had a rescheduling..) and it'll be from 7:30-8:30. IMAGINE! i'll be going home late then, no time for tete-a-tete. let's be DISCIPLINED this time, shall we?
school is.. ok. but then again *eherm* is being such a bitch again. i don't know why. it's her problem anyway. i just hate it when people are trashing me and stuff. I DON"T even know their deal! anypoo..
Hai.
Help me oh help me with our PHYISCS project! we have to compose a song about surprise, physics! (duh) i just want to edit a not-so-dull alterna.song and get it over with. BUT WHAT FRIGGIN SONG!? and we don't even have instruments. i can't play the guitar (no1 in our group can.) Stephen can only play the drums, I the piano, and po the bandurria! WEIRD music. we'll sound OH-so_strange if we play our respective instruments. oh and don't tell me to make *tansan* tambourines -- they never amaze me at all.:(
p.s. shit someone thinks i have a crush on him. dream on dude! i'm high-maintenance!:P |
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| KAPOY. |
[Sep. 26th, 2005|07:06 pm] |
if you're wondering what the title means.. well, it's TEDIOUS / TIRING in hiligaynon. (native language here in the city of bacolod). HAAAAAAY. basically everything's so KAPOY. kakaness. grr. arf. (omg wtf am i saying?) i just wanted to update. hell that's it. and PETER dahling, if YOU are reading, i would appreciate it if you'd comment and not just read my darn entries! ok? haha.
hotdog girl of the day again! i don't mind though, cos i'm having fun! (not being sarcastic here, i swear!) i was somewhat late though, because i had to count the chits and stuff.. (last saturday's sales. forgot to count them last sunday cos i was just plain forgetful, ehh.) so yeah when i arrived people were already at our booth and stuff, but we didn't have our hotdogs yet so chill chill again. my DORKASS INSECURE BATCHMATES (mean, and ugly snotty girls) were all over me again.. primarily, according to joelen, they must have been staring at me up and down because of my sudden change of outfit. HARHAR. so what if i wanted to don less boyish clothes for once? does THAT give you a reason to be disgusted, infuriated, or just plain jealous. see if i care! :lol:
so i won something for my HARMONY essay. and unsurprisingly, they were booing me and stuff. SEE IF I CARE! at least i won something whilst they didn't! they can't even speak, or write straight english! GAH.. what a life. so annoying to have people being such bitches and stuff. pfft!
anyway, things are fine.. except for THEM! harhar.. people are surprising me. i'm in LIKE. (duh. wtf is new?) but you can't fool me. no way. nuh uh.
i need a hand to hold.
i need a hug.
i need someone to make me smile.
i need someone who'll make me feel safe.
i need.. go figure!:)
to whosoever reading this :
you are free to ask ANYTHING your heart desires.
GO ON! :) |
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| i'm free and i'm happy. |
[Sep. 25th, 2005|11:31 am] |
INTRAMS since Friday. and things are just damn good! i'm enjoying HAVING to spend more time at school with friends and batchmates and shit. my father can't complain, it's intrams after all and we seniors have fund-raising shit. so yeah, i was assigned at the hotdog stand. hot but fun:) last friday was just busy, luckily the rest of my comrades volunteered to cook yesterday.
i hate it cos i can't share pictures! i don't even have any because my dad has my camera!:( now i don't have any choice but to bring the semi-idiot-but-its-not camera tomorrow. it needs film pa. sucky really.
had some great moments! especially yesterday! better not spill or SOMEONE might go read. you know how sneaky people can get! but anyway, kudos to my pals for teh laughs and the mementos! this is, after all, our last year together. *tear tear*
I WANNA GO HUG TREES AND I'M MISSING *ooooh* TO A T!
AND MY BEZBUD SAYS WE LOOK OH-SO-FINE
NOW IF ONLY HE WOULD BE MINE! |
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| i DON'T <3 anyone.. or someone... |
[Sep. 17th, 2005|03:46 pm] |
so quit it.
you think i've fallen for the trap.. well, sorry. 'cos i haven't.
i'm here to play - to fight fire with fire. that's just fair, isn't it?
it doesn't matter if you believe everything i say, or if you *think* my actions show something.
i don't think they do..
i know when you people are to be classified as friends, more than that.. and foes. |
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